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happie holidays!! Yay!!

2006-02-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wow... Im so happie.. Wanna noe why? Haha...
Im in HOLIDAY... and it is NOT a BORING HOLIDAY!!! yay!!
well, let me tell you how interesting it is ya?

yesterday i went out with agus.. Long time din see him.. so, of course we had a great time.. We watched Final Destination 3, chat, walk around, take neoprint and blah and blah.. Sounds boring but it's interesting.. =P

Today even more fun!!! Piggie, Bear, Hammie, Sotong, Feng Ming, Xinling and me had our lunch at suki sushi buffet in cineleisure.. Wow... we ate alot of sushies... yummy... from 12pm till 3pm.. can imagine how many plate stacks? Haha.. Well, we actually finished earlier but erm.. we ended up playing "7-up" and "The Number".. Who lose will have to eat the funny-tasting mini eclair or mini creampuff with wasabi on top.. Haha.. Well, i ate 2.. Not too bad though.. Hvnt experience any diarrhea YET.. DONT worry.. =X
Lolx.. Den, we walked around, and later Jiezhi, Charlene, Jiali and Huixiang came and joined us.. We went for neoprint again.. Dis time is sumthing special.. Guess wat?? 11 people squeezing in a neoprint machine.. haha.. Dat was really fun!! a bit stuffy though.. lolx..

Tomorrow... I mean err later.. (it's exactly 12am now) im going to meet bear and sotong again.. dis time.. we r gg to hammie's house to see hammies.. ya... hehe.. ^^" i missed kitty jr and shido.. and of course.. the FAT ayumi.. Hammie.. maybe u shud make ayumi exercise more.. haha.. tell me when is ayumi's birthday and i'll give "her" vouchers of slimming centre.. haha.. just kidding kiez?

Year 1 is over.. Sad or Happy??

2006-02-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

-Hi.. 2 months nvr post blog le.. hehe.. busy chionging projects.. busy studying too for exams too..

-Hmm.. Year 1 is over.. I will miss it.. Semester 2 is a very happy semester.. Wat i like most in this 1st year in NYP? Hmm.. Let's see..

**Firstly, get to know Xiaoru(piggy), Coreen(bear) and Meli(hammy).. U guys r so COOL!!! It's hard to get good friends like u guys u noe?!!!

**Den, ALL AF0502-ians!! The most united class ever!! Sotong Sha, Siao Char Bo Charlene, Piggy, Hammy, happy doing projects with u guys!! I've never ENJOY a project like the one we have!!! Pang Peh Peh, Ogy, Bear and Hammy.. It was a stressful one (becos of pang beh beh).. ha ha.. but i really appreciate u guys!! Without u guys, Im gonna fail my O Comm, man!! Marzuki, Jimmy, Jiezhi and Banu.. The Steven Spielberg.. Haha.. Though it wasnt as successful as we wanted to be, but it wasnt as bad as wad we thought it will turn out rite? Have lotsa fun.. i like the part marz hug Jimmy!! haha.. Sharon, Xiaoru, Meli, Huixiang, Jiali, Jiezhi, Charlene, Feng Ming, Xinling, Meiqi, Zheng Yang, Chengde, Weiming, studying with u guys for the final exam has benefit me a lot.. both fun and help part!! ^^v (not forgetting Chun Keat, the one who regretted leaving our class.. haha.. happy studying with u too!)

**Finally, NYPBS-ians!! Jul, u r my idol!! i like the way u do things!! u're so cool.. I was afraid of u at first, but now... no longer.. u're so friendly.. Jus dat at times.. err.. a bit fierce? haha.. Den, Shuzhen, Menghui, and Serser.. good friends huh? he he.. Wendy, the 14th president!! You're just so cute and i like ur jokes.. Haha.. happy working with u!! Meixuan, Manfred, Edmund, Szejie.. The alumnis, Jul, Jason, Yibei, Sharon, Sheena... Happy knowing u guys!!

I love my Poly life!! although it sucks sumtimes.. haha..

saddiss + happie = Kopi.. Lolx

2005-12-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

-Found Ah Hwa, Ah Siu, Kelly, Pee Tien, Ting Fong, Ching Seng, and even William!!!
-Term break come lerh!! Yeah!! Buden got POM project, O Comm project...
-Mr Kelvin is leaving.. So sad.. I finally like him and den he wanna leave le... =<
-late lerh.. gotta go n sleep..

h a p p i e g a l - ^ ^ v

2005-12-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae nite is Yibei's birthday celebration, at Jason's Magenta Cafe. All the alumni attended, Juliana, Sharon, Andy, Mingde, Hwee Kiong, Ya Ling, Sheena..
Lots of laughter, lots of sharing.. Yibei asked three question.. All chim chim one.. haha..

Den Lao Fo Ye, Juliana, told us the BS history.. haha..

NP's Mervin came too.. So happie.. Getting closer n closer to everyone in BS!! Hurray!! Buden hor... I reach home at 12 midnight.. new record sia.. But happie.. Who cares.. lolx.. Crapping again le..

ok.. gotta prepare for O Comm's critical thinking le.. haihz.. stressed.. got O Comm lesson nia stressed.. den stats ICA coming oso.. =< den, IWT project due date: Thursday.. Chiong ah!!!!! Oops.. Hehe..

Tired + Crazie Dayy.. ^^

2005-12-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

5:44pm
- listening to Westlife's "Flying without Wings" (using uncle's hi-fi.. Hope he dunno.. hehe..)
- tired... stressed... crazie.. haha..
- went to OG Albert this afternoon, with Coreen the Bear, noisy all the way in the mrt.. so crazie but we are happie.. who cares? haha..
- OG doesn't hire foreign students anymore.. so sad.. where can find job? tell me leh.. desperate for jobs.. not $$, dun misunderstand me.. Im not greedy.. Am I? Lolx..
- Went to Sun Plaza, Sembawang, with Coreen, go see Xiaoru Da Jie promoting Ayam Brand's new product: Tomato Sauce with three different flavours
* Wow! She's so different from herself that we normally sees.. Work really hard!! Must follow her path.. Hee.. Well done Xiaoru!! Jiayou!! Gambatte ne!!
* Learn sumthing.. err.. i mean a lot of things today.. Da Jie.. I admire you!!
* Da Jie look nice in her yellow uniform n apron.. serious!!
* the tomato sauce is nice!! I like "cheese and tuna" the best!
- met Zhengyang at Yishun mrt.. So eerie.. Keep saying: "Walk faster! Walk faster!" right at my back when i was tapping my card.. I tot:"who's that irritating impatient idiot?" Really an idiot! haha.. No lar.. Joking ya?? Hehe.. What? Oh.. How has this inspired me huh? World is small? Lolx.. (Lamer + Crapper)
- so tired rite now.. Home alone.. Dinner is still a mystery.. lazie go out eat.. Bro dun wan tapao.. =<
- today's mgt test arh?? Hmm.. ok ok lor.. Not as hard as expected.. This is not because im prepared but because what i expected is really bad.. Haha..
-tomoro is yibei's 21st birthdae!! BS celebrating it at Magenta Cafe.. Planning to go.. But like no one invite me like dat leh.. Hmm..
-tonite sleeping alone.. Aunt Kim and En at KL rite now.. enjoy sia.. I wan to go too.. :'(

Busy day...

2005-12-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a super busy day.. OMG.. I woke up 9:30am in the morning, before i ate my breakfast, i started trying to access to the Julia Gabriel website.. Well, my fault, last minute preparation.. Hehe.. Okie.. I couldn't access to it until around 10 sumthing or 11 sumthing. Can't really remember.. Too busy lerh.. Haihz..
Then, my journey started.. I gathered the information needed, sketch my speech outline, and eventually finish typing it by 6pm.. haha..

Now that I'm super busy with my school work, as well as my magic cube, and my coming work life.. I got really no time to miss u, idiot! And I feel real good.. I'm HAPPIE!! Yay!!!

Okie... Gotta go lerh... Star Award start at 7pm.. Have to record for Mr. Hwang, my uncle.. stressed sia.. got no time to rehearse speech, but i think i can make it.. Can I? Wish me luck bah!! Thanks ya!! Hee... Bye!!

H e y ! ! I ' m s o h a p p i e ! !

2005-12-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

10.35am - at home - living room
* I first solved my rubik's cube!!! wow!! Im so happy right now!! Haha... Hmm... not bad huh?? solve in two days time for my first cube.. haha...
* Okie... Gotta go now... i need to go n collect my sign language cert at nyp later.. a bit sian but hv to.. lolx
* den later meeting coreen er jie.. err.. nope.. no longer er jie, is san mei, haha! going to ask for a job at OG albert later. Wish me luck !! ^^

m a g g i e m e e f o r l u n c h t o d a y . . = <

2005-12-01T11:40:00.000+08:00

11:41am - dinning room...
*listening "yequ" Jay Chou..
*eating maggie mee - chicken flavour.. + egg..
*feeling better.. but still not very gud..
*he sms-ed me gud morning... as though my message las nite is a meaningless one..
*mgt revision half way...
*stressed... afraid of speech ica next week..
*uncle agreed to let me work just now.. yay?
*tonite he's coming to jb..
*i told him im not going to meet him on friday, saturday and sunday.. he said ok..
*he said it's ok even if i dun go and meet him at all...
*confused.. is he really considerate or he's trying to fool me with it?
*nvm... gotta eat my noodles.. if not.. later it become double its size..
*not feeling well actually.. dizzy..

h a i z . . . R e a l l y . . . I d o n ' t r e a l l y l i k e b l o g g i n g ! ! !

2005-11-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

8:47pm - at home - living room
*recording uncle's show.. messed up the front part.. hope he dun kill me..
*listening "hei se mao yi" - Jay Chou
*WL sms-ed me, 5:28pm.. he said he just came back from work.. but when i called.. he said he just wake up.. he slept 12 hours.. wtf.. telling ppl not to lie.. but he lied..
*I went out for dinner with my aunt at J8.. Ajisen ramen.. i ate miso cha shu ramen.. salty.. (><) + baby octopus.. salty too.. + ice lemon tea..
*came back at 7:30pm.. haven't even wash my leg.. i sms-ed him... he sae he tired.. OH WELL!!!
*i felt angry.. dunno why.. i mean i feel angry.. until now.. still angry.. dunno y...
*i messed up the show recorded for my uncle.. i pause half way of the show.. because i tot i forgot to resume record.. i recorded advertisement.. not noeing dat i have to pause..
*finally.. show is over.. i stopped it.. n i pressed off button... wt... i on back.. pressed eject.. kept the disc.. pressed off... den i forgotten.. i pressed on.. again.. sorry dear dvd recorder.. i didn't mean to torture u...
*n when im preparing to move all my things from the living room to my room.. i dropped my phone... handphone!! arghhhh!!!!!!!
*shit u!! 30th november!! i hate my nite!!! sucks!!

-okie.. i hate u now!!!-

I ' m s t i u c o n f u s e d x . . .

2005-11-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

5:06pm - at home..
*listening to "qiang wei" by Elva Hsiao..
*Sitting at my black sofa in living room.. or rather lying..
*writing my third post for my blog, 2nd post for today...
*exhausted...
*sad..
*meeting aunt kim for dinner at bishan J8, again, 6.30pm..
*i said i gotta attend BDD Briefing rite? well.. i didn't go.. EE, YT, XR pangseh.. C wanna study for next week's HTML quiz.. M anything.. We quit..
*EE & K went for ORION singing competition.. we went to support'em...
*WL did not sms me this morning.. wondering y?? maybe he still sleeping... maybe he busy.. weird.. i feel sad without his msg...
*He worked OT yesterday.. right after his day work.. he only called me n sms-ed gud nite...

5:14pm - still at the same place
*Now Windows Media Player playing "xingfudeditu" by Elva Hsiao also..
*Uncle just gave me a task.. Record his show tonite.. 8pm.. Channel 8.. [ming xing ou xiang]..
*sms-ed aunt kim.. ask her how about the dinner meeting we planned.. no reply yet..
*missed him.. quite much..
*uncle doing "beating" exercise.. he believed it helps our body to relax.. but i don't.. i think it's lame..
*AFA tutorial still haven't finish.. haiz.. do later.. mgt tut too..
*Nothing else lerh.. hope nuting special happen later.. I hate writing blog actually.. but it helps me to think better.. Cannot say rationally.. but at least i can know wad i really wanted to do...

i ' m h a p p i e ? ? ?

2005-11-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

12:30pm - in school lab B512
*listening to "fa ru xue" by Jay Chou... www.hryy.com.. keep buffering nia.. hate it..
*still in school... waiting for time to pass.. blood donation drive briefing later.. really late.. 3pm.. at E315..
*just had lunch with my 3 jiemei.. at J8, bishan... Pasta Mania... Cost me S$10.00++
*now sitting beside coreen er jie... in front xiaoru da jie... table B512 C04..
*AFA notes in front of mie... planning to do my tutorial but forgot where i stopped.. btw, lazie too..
*okie.. dat's all for now... got to do tutorial lerh..

h e l p . . . I ' m i n b i g t r o u b l e . . .

2005-11-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

6:29pm - "fan-ing"
*Listening to "feng" by Jay Chou...
*Posting my very first blog post
*Three more days to go... He's coming to JB...
*Mac E notes beside me... Lazie.. Keep thinking later then study.. ICA is tomorrow..

#a guy named GWL
+ I know him one year plus ago.. Can't really remember when was the exact date but... haiz.. who cares..
+ My classmate, SYS, gave him my phone number.. and he sms-ed me
+ We didn't chat much.. But we forward friendship-greeting kind of messages to each other quite often though..
+ Last month... suddenly he called..
+ I didn't pick up the phone call.. I was busy..
+ when i saw "1 miss call received" - WL, "long time no see" was in my mind..
+ Then, i sms-ed him.. asking him "wad's up??"
+ Since then... we started this journey...
+ He used to sms me before he go to work, after he works, before he sleeps, and every moment when he's free... Until one day... I sensed something is not right..
+ He asked me to be his partner.. I refused...
+ But somehow, I think I likes him a lot too...
+ Later... I got to know these:
~ he didn't continue his study after his primary school education..
~ he smokes.. not very often, he says..
~ he was involved in gangsterism when he was 15, 16...
~ he took drugs.. but he said he stopped 2 years ago...
~ he was hurt in his previous relationship.. his ex left him without any reason..
+ I think he wanted me to replace his ex, a subtitute...

6:59pm - "still fan-ing"
* just finish talking to zhuoming bro on phone... shared my problem with him... used to find him useless and "dangerous"... Now.. no longer... he's always my best brother...

#Let's continue his story..
+ actually, the relationship between him and me.. isn't really friends only.. we sms-ed each other, in the morning, before sleep, after work, after school.. nonstop.. until my phone credit all gone.. this has last for 1 whole month.. i nvr had a "friend" like this before.. more like stead.. but v r not stead... lame..
+ it's complicated... yes.. really complicated...
+ i dunno wad happened to me, but i used to put his pic as my phone background.. enjoy being called - "xiao sha gua"(silly girl) by him... calling him" fan shu"(potato)... im confused..
+ i missed him when i was alone at home... waiting time to pass... waiting for his msg... wad's wrong with me?? Oh My...
+ m i desperate?? I'm quite sure im not... wad do u think??

7:30pm - after dinner
* windows media player playing "si mian chu ge" by Jay Chou...
* Tasty corn soup's fragrance still in my mouth...
* mac E notes still beside me... waiting for me to read him...(how sure m i it's a HIM? not HER? - not sure at all)
* miss him again... he hasn't finish his work... m i crazy?? i guess i m... or probably silly, like wad he called me.. or probably stupid, like wad M said im always so rather than sometimes only..

H E L P ! ! ! G o d . . . S h o w m e t h e r i g h t w a y t o g o . . . I n e e d h e l p . . . B a d l y . . .